I’m Sorry

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Mrs. Ladybug (formerly Miss Ladybug), New York/Philadelphia Age and Occupation: 31, Full-time blogger from 7 pm to 12 am Fiance's Age and Occupation: 31, Playing video games while I blog from 7pm to 12 am Engagement Date: August 2005 Wedding Date: April 15, 2006 Venue: Ballroom at the Ben, Philadelphia About Me: I am the 2nd of 5 girls. Yes, you read that right, 5 girls. I don't know if there's anything interesting about my wedding that I can tell you but I was proposed to twice.

March 14th, 2006 @ 1:40 am by Mrs. Ladybug

I’m going to cut back on blogging till post wedding. I just have so much to do and not enough time. Mr. Ladybug told me today that he felt that the wedding was more important than him and when I looked at him I saw such sadness that it really broke my heart.

He can tell me that he’s pissed off at me or scream at me about something and usually I’ll fight back cause I can handle that. But when he tells me that something I did hurt him in some way it really, truly breaks my heart and I cried because I know that I was the one to make him feel that way. I’m tearing now writing about it.

He also confessed that he reads this page but has not gone far back as to looking at my dress. Hun, I can’t even put in to words how much I love you. I’m so sorry. You will always be 1st on my list no matter what. Fuck the wedding. You’re what makes my heart flutter.

I love you.

I never thought I’d be one of those brides…It makes me sad.