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I am sitting with tears in my eyes now…but in a good way.

I have been absolutely stressed out lately. Last night was the first time in more than 2 weeks that I’ve gotten a full night’s sleep (more than 5.5 hours) because I’ve been incredibly busy with work and wedding stuff. I was frustrated with Mr. Pearl because he hasn’t been following through with his wedding obligations in a timely fashion. Add an extra helping of family drama on top of that and I was prime for a crying spell and vent session this afternoon.

After I finish venting to Mr. Pearl on G-Talk, he IM’s me back the following

Miss Pearl… from the first weekend that we spent together in Las Vegas to last night after I spent an hour at Blockbuster and Hollywood Video looking for “Platoon” [wanted it to have some visuals about the Vietnam War for my students today]…. I have loved you… I have always loved you with all my heart. I will always love you with all my heart because, at this point, you are part of my heart and my soul. I couldn’t imagine not waking up next to you. I couldn’t imagine not seeing your little girl smile when I walk through the front door. I couldn’t imagine going to bed without you saying “Cuddle me.” I couldn’t imagine raising a family with anyone else. I couldn’t fathom growing old with anyone but you. I couldn’t imagine wanting anyone else to be the last face that I see before I die. I love you

Dammit, he just made it so hard for me to be mad at him!