Starting Over is Really Not That Bad, Ackshually


Hi, Hive – I’ve missed you ladies! (And gents! – Gents? Do boys read this blog?) :)

Long time no blog – mainly because I was busy crying in my oatmeal. (Kidding – mostly!)

I just got back from my Honeymoon turned Sistamoon, and I promise to share all of the deets with you soon: including cruise and travel tips, as well as a DIY travel journal to end all travel journals (The journal is either incredibly amazing, or incredibly obsessive-compulsive, depending on how you look at it.) Before we get to that though, I was moved to write this blog because I am still active on the Weddingbee message boards, and on a fairly regular-ish basis, I see a post by a bride who had to call off her wedding, due to a variety of horrible circumstances.

Weddingbee is about the experience of moving towards the altar, and for some brides, that journey gets cut short, which is what happened to me.

I have gained what feels like a master’s degree in love recently, and I feel like this merits a post to support those brides whose world seems to have fallen in, as well as to help those of you support a bud of yours who may be starting over in the marriage/love department.

To those of you who are calling off your wedding – IT SUCKS A WHOLE LOT, doesn’t it? Especially when the sudden relationship bomb is infidelity. I want to give you a little hope…

Your best days are ahead of you. Really.

Even though I am in no way glad Mr. ex-Snapdragon cheated on me, I am SO thankful I found out before we got married. As anyone who has been through a divorce will tell you – getting divorced is way more horrible than breaking up, even when you are calling off a wedding. I was able to walk away immediately, with no lawyers. When you’re married, you don’t get to do that.

The worst months are definitely the ones that immediately follow your breakup, but now that I am four months out… I don’t really cry about it anymore. I actually feel good most of the time, instead of totally broken. I have fun and laugh now (which was unthinkable several months ago!)

Another tough thing about calling off a wedding is that at least a hundred people are now all up in your business; you don’t really get to be private about it. You know what that means… lots of advice (!) which is the last thing we need. Thankfully, even though many people loved to word vomit their horrible cheating stories on me, my close friends and family were smart enough to just say, “Snappy, how are you doing?” and then take me out for multiple margaritas and tell me lots of jokes.

The most loving thing any buddy or family member can do is to just show you that they love you. Nobody that has called off their wedding wants advice, none of us want to hear your sad cheating story – we just want to know that you love us and support our decision that we have made for ourselves. I think the worst thing someone said to me was, “I always thought he was a cheater – I’m not surprised.” :O

So again, I want to reiterate that calling off your wedding is an excruciating event… but it really does get better. I will say this again: Your best days are ahead of you.

In news of the miraculous, I am going on my first post-Mr.-ex-Snap date this week, and I am kind of totally excited about it!

Breaking up doesn’t have to break you. Keep your chin up.


Mrs. Snapdragon

Wedding Date:
March 2012
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A Hawaiian Affair: The First Look.
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    SpinningJenny 557 posts, Busy bee @ 9:34 am

    I was thinking about you this week and hoping we’d hear an update soon! I’m so glad you’re doing well and moving on and healing. Congrats! And hurray for your date! ^_^

    Mayhaps this new fella has some smooching planned for you as well. 😉 Is it scandalous if you both plot it separately?

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    budgetbeautiful 1191 posts, Bumble bee @ 9:54 am

    I hope everything goes swell for you! You have such a marvelous attitude!

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    Miss Snowflake 597 posts, Busy bee @ 9:55 am

    I firmly believe all things happen for a reason. :) Have a perfectly scandalously smoochable date. 😉

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    oawbride 25 posts, Newbee @ 9:59 am

    You are amazing Snappy! We have missed you! Best of luck on your date :) Your guy is out there and he will be just as incredible as you are!

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    mypurplewedding 237 posts, Helper bee @ 10:07 am

    What an incredible post. I’m new (been around since April) so I didn’t know what happened. I can’t even imagine. Good for you though for not letting it destroy you. I hope you have a fabulous date!!!!

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    MrsZtobe 12 posts, Newbee @ 10:17 am

    Snappy, yours was one of the first blogs I read when I discovered Weddingbee earlier this year. I was so sad for you, but happy at the same time that you found out in time. I’m so glad you’re back and can’t wait to hear about your sistamoon!

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    jungus 7 posts, Newbee @ 10:32 am

    Your post first caught my attention because you wondered if boys read these blogs. I’m the groom, and I love coming on here to read and see new ideas.

    Then I actually read the blog. *sigh* I don’t know what to say. It seems that you have a great attitude, and of course, this is a great place to find support. Look at all the comments!

    Above all else, please don’t blame yourself for anything, and you deserve better!

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    perfume 82 posts, Worker bee @ 10:35 am

    Oh sooo excited for you about your date! So good to hear from you, and I have no word vomitting (that cracked me up) to impart! We love you, Snaps.

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    cherryblossom 727 posts, Busy bee @ 10:35 am

    you. are. simply. a. rockstar.

    thanks for sharing your story and being so positive, you rock! more powah to you girl!

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    ChrissyM, Guest @ 10:37 am

    Hooray, I missed reading your posts, I’m glad you’re back and doing so well! Have a blast on your date!!

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    sally, Guest @ 11:07 am

    Well Done, we are all very proud of you. Onwards and Upwards!!

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    missvintage 571 posts, Busy bee @ 11:24 am

    Thank you for sharing your story. You are clearly a strong, amazing woman.

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    sarsk624 361 posts, Helper bee @ 12:13 pm

    You are so inspiring snappy. I was so sad when everything happened you were a bee after my own heart. I was so happy when I stumbled across your personal blog (I tried the weight watchers tortellini recipe and it is DELISH). Can’t wait to hear about your sistermoon. GL on the date.

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    heavnzbrat, Guest @ 12:18 pm

    when i saw your intro for this entry i thought, is it her? hehe we’ve missed you too and you are freaking awesome. chin up indeed! :)

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    mssnapdragon 267 posts, Helper bee @ 12:20 pm

    @sarsk624: I know, right? I love that recipe!

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    Ruby Slippers 509 posts, Busy bee @ 12:21 pm

    I love you, Miss Snappy! I remember how amazing you were over your break-up, and I’m so glad you posted here again. Have a great time on your first date!

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    Linda, Guest @ 12:30 pm

    I love you. Have a blessed life!! PLEASE post again when you have fantastic life-wedding news!!

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    MissCamera 770 posts, Busy bee @ 12:48 pm

    You are awesome. I especially love your last line. I’m so excited for you, have FUN on your date!!

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    IA_Snowflake 1913 posts, Buzzing bee @ 12:50 pm

    Glad to hear you’re doing better and congratulations on taking that first big step in dating again.

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    xLailax 414 posts, Helper bee @ 1:48 pm

    I’m so happy to hear that you’re laughing again… and I’d also like to say congrats on the map shop! I’ve seen pix on Weddingbee posts from some of the BEEs and the maps look amazing!

    Super excited for you on the DATE 😉

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    jessicaxmaria 1 posts, Wannabee @ 4:19 pm

    You have a great attitude about everything – it’s great, and I’m glad you enjoyed your sistamoon!!

    And, good luck on your date this week!

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    jenny.j 175 posts, Blushing bee @ 12:05 am

    Oh. I’m so happy to read your post.

    My wedding would have been in two weeks; instead I’m completely devastated. Everyone says “at least you weren’t married, at least it didn’t happen a year from now, five years from now…” but it’s so different to hear it from someone who’s gone through the agony of calling off a marriage.

    Thank you for your words. Everything feels black right now, but thanks for assuring me there’s a light at the end of this very dark tunnel. Seriously, Snappy. Thanks.

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    emerald 1057 posts, Bumble bee @ 6:38 pm

    How did I miss this post?! *high five*!!

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    mandalynn17 1046 posts, Bumble bee @ 7:01 pm

    Thanks so much for this post, Miss Snappy! I’m looking forward to hearing about your sistamoon and I hope you have a fantabulous time on your date!

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    Katie, Guest @ 11:38 am

    I had a wedding called off too, though several months before the wedding, and he actually called off the wedding (reason still unknown, but almost 3 years later I could care less).

    It hurts for a while, and it will still “haunt you” for a long time, maybe forever. My fi (now) is a somewhat insecure guy having been hurt in the past, so it does hurt him that we’re not both wedding virgins. I just remind him that this is different, and even if I did something before it doesn’t mean this isn’t special. Be mindful of that in the future. It might be a sore point for some guys, but w/ the right guy you’ll work through it together.

    There are a lot of people who will want to give you their opinion, maybe just to be gossipy. Maybe they think it will help, I don’t know; just try to ignore it and accept that they think they are being helpful. At least they are there for you.

    I have been where you are and it is such a relief to make it to the place where you’ve stopped crying and start living. When you’re in that pit of despair you feel like you’ll never make it out, but then you do- and great things happen! My mom told me when I was in the pit that this was the best thing that could have ever happened to me “WHAT??? ARE YOU KIDDING ME? How is having my heart ripped out and stomped on the best thing that could happen to me?” Well, she was exactly right, which she reminded me the day my fiance proposed- and to her delight- I agreed with her. I did SO many awesome things when I was single. For the first time I lived for ME, and I learned so much about myself. And when I met my fi, I was the me I needed/wanted to be, and that is so fulfilling.

    Best wishes- now go have the time of your life and be grateful you avoided disaster!

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    A Snappy Drive-by | Weddingbee, Guest @ 9:45 am

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