I’ll be honest with you hive—I’ve been having some major writer’s block lately. The two month mark snuck up FAST and my mind has been a jumbled mess lately.
There are so many small details to finalize and I’ve been crazy busy with work and getting everything in place to start school again. If you remember, I work at a winery…we’ve had non-stop weddings and other events taking place lately so the majority of my time is dedicated there right now.
When I do have time off, Mr. B and I mainly work towards finishing DIY projects and finishing constructing our reception building, which is taking longer than expected. I’m also slightly starting to freak out because I’ve had four dress fittings with my alterations lady, and my dress is still not fitting right. There’s a good chance I might have a breakdown if I show up this weekend and it still doesn’t fit.
I’ve done so well during the whole planning process at staying calm and stress free, that I’m slightly disappointed in myself for letting anxiety in now. I’m not sure exactly what happened, but it’s like a switch went off in me and all the sudden I started stressing about all the final details. I had to buy Proactive because my face is breaking out like crazy; My skin has never been this bad! I feel like this should be the time when I start getting really excited at how close the wedding is getting and have fun finishing up the planning, but instead I’m doing all I can to avoid panic attacks.
Did any of you go through this phase? if so, what mechanisms did you use to get through it?
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