The Sweet Ride: Figuring Out If He Is THE ONE

I haven’t really gone into details about my mother on the blog other than she has passed, it is painful, and therapy helped me tremendously. (OK, well maybe I have :) . ) When Mr. Scooter and I first got engaged, I immediately missed her because I wasn’t able to call her and tell her the good news, but deep down, Mama Scooter knew that we would end up together! The last time we all spent time together was homecoming 2010 (late September). While my friends went out to drink and enjoy Purdue as they should, Mr. Scooter suggested that we have dinner with my mother while she waited for her friends to get in town. That Friday we went to TGI Fridays (oh the irony), had a great time, laughed until we were in tears, and dropped my mother back off at her hotel. Something didn’t feel right, but at the time I could only place it as my anxiety to meet up with my friends. The next morning, I called my mother to check in and she briefly mentioned that she had been throwing up and not feeling well. She blamed the bartender putting too much sweet and sour in her margarita. We immediately threw on our clothes and headed to grab breakfast and something to settle her stomach. An old college friend had made it into town, so I felt comfortable leaving.

Saturday and Sunday, Mr. Scooter and I spent time with our friends. Nothing abnormal about that”¦right? My mother entered Mr. Scooter in a golf tournament (which he won) on Sunday. So I dropped him off and had breakfast with my mother. When we met up, Mr. Scooter wanted to spend more time with his friends. What did that mean? I got to spend more time with MAMA SCOOTER! We got a massage, went to a movie (we both fell asleep), and then headed to the mall. By that time, I had only three and a half hours to drive Mr. Scooter to Chicago for his flight, and then return to Michigan to work (we were cutting it close). I was so angry when he said he purchased another flight that would have him leaving Chicago Monday morning. I thought it was really inconsiderate for him to not take into account my schedule. Mama Scooter had left, so as any tech-savvy daughter would do, I went on a whole rampage about it. My mother laughed and told me that I was getting too emotional about it and that one day “when he was my husband, we would fight bigger battles.” I left it at that and moved on.

Two weeks later, I found myself in Indianapolis for my nephew’s birthday party. He was turning three. We had a small family party at my SIL’s place. After the party, my mother jumped on her scooter and headed to her next engagement. She was known for always being on the go, and this weekend was no different. I saw her on Sunday and we were chatting. For the first time in years, my mother asked me to stay until Monday. Without hesitation, I sent an email to my boss and told him that I would be taking a half day on Monday. My mother and I did absolutely nothing that Sunday afternoon. We hung out at the house. Went through pictures and just lounged around. It was sooo us. My favorite part of the day happened to be when we made margaritas!

I called her when I made it back to St. Joseph, Michigan (a three-hour drive from Indy). We talked again that Monday night before I went to sleep, probably 11:00 PM. We said our goodbyes and our “love you”s. Around 3:00 AM Tuesday morning, I woke up with a weird feeling that I couldn’t shake. I called her on Tuesday on my way to work (yes, we talked that often), but she didn’t answer. I didn’t think anything of it; I figured she was just away from her phone. I went to work that morning but left my phone in my car. A coworker asked if I wanted to have lunch—I agreed but wanted to drive separately. I got to my car and my heart dropped. It was a feeling that I can vividly recall as I am writing this blog. I had missed four calls from my father & three from my brother, and I had seven text messages asking me to return their calls as soon as possible. The last text from my brother said, “Mommy had a stroke this morning, dad took her to the hospital, come home.” What seemed like forever was really just 10 minutes for me to find my boss, call him out of a meeting, and explain to him that I was leaving and didn’t know when I would be back.

That was Tuesday”¦Thursday morning, my angel, my best friend, my voice of reason was gone, and my world would never be the same again. It happened just that fast!! Mama Scooter had battled (and beat) breast cancer three times, and she was living with congestive heart failure and hypertension. Looking back on the homecoming weekend, her vomiting and not feeling well should have been a RED FLAG that we take her to the emergency room as that is a symptom of her heart weakening. Being naive, I thought that this was a battle that she was going to win. It wasn’t until we were faced with the option of performing brain surgery with no anesthesia (to relieve the swelling of her brain) to give her a 20% chance of having a normal life, or taking her off of the life support she was on that I realized I wouldn’t have my mother. If we performed the surgery (and put her in pain) she would never be the same scooter-zooming, picture-taking, margarita-sipping lady that I had grown to admire. But she always told me, “If I cannot sustain my lifestyle, then don’t keep me on life support.” This made the decision simple but not less difficult. At 11:34 AM on Thursday morning, as a family unit, we decided that we would no longer continue life support.

I couldn’t see my mother take her last breath. It was something I couldn’t stand to see. I was in a room by myself, a complete mess. The only person I wanted to see was Mr. Scooter. BM Jas called off work and went to pick Mr. Scooter up and bring him to the hospital. He made it in time”¦actually, Mr. Scooter was there with my mom as she took her last breath and was holding her hand. He stepped into the room at 12: 52 PM and told me that she had passed. Together we experienced a rush of emotion and tried our best to comfort one another.

Oftentimes, I wondered, When will I know if he is “the one”? Even in the valley of our relationship, my mother would still say, “You are going to marry Mr. Scooter.” So much so that she would invite him to family dinners and ask him to visit while we were on our “break.” I never fully got it when my mother would say, “There will come a time when you need him the most and he will show up in a big way. You will have no doubt of when that person is ”˜the one’.”

At 1:00 PM when Mr. Scooter and I were able to pull ourselves together and talk, I asked him, “When are you going back?” His response was, “I bought a one-way ticket. I’m here as long as you need me.” And that was when I knew, without a doubt, that he was the one.

Out of this traumatic experience, I have a new-found strength. I have faith like none other. I believe that this happened for a reason, although inexpiable. I know that Mama Scooter continues to watch over me with a smile on her face and a margarita in her hand!

Are you a believer that tragedy happens for a reason? How did you know your significant other was “the one”?

BLOGGER

Mrs. Scooter

Location:
Indianapolis
Wedding Date:
September 2013
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    anna-mariebrickhousetobe 705 posts, Busy bee @ 2:58 pm

    I think for me it was going through some hard times
    The death of my nephew made me a very bitter person. I screamed and yelled at him but he stayed with me
    And as I’m typing I’m headed to the hospital to check on my mom she had a mild stroke
    And he is right here and it took a long time for me to allow him to touch me or to embrace me when I’m hurting and to be to the point where I can let him hold me when I’m crying
    I know he is the one
    We may have our ups and down but when I need him he’s there

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    nika2013 238 posts, Helper bee @ 3:19 pm

    This is beautiful, hands down. I teared up quite a bit in class reading this!

    A mother’s intuition is never wrong. They just know the ins and outs of their child, so I believe this is how Momma Scooter knew he’s the man you’d need for the rest of your life.

    I just feel pure joy knowing you truly cherish the time spent between you and Momma S. I love reading posts like this that make me feel grateful for the people in my life :)

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    waitingbee57 1351 posts, Bumble bee @ 9:49 pm

    I am balling my eyes out.

    Yes I believe this. I figured out my fiance was the one when after 9 months of dating because he almost died undergoing his 3rd open heart surgery and I had no idea how to pull myself together preparing for the worst. When he came out of that surgery alive (still fighting for his life) I could not let him go. His last surgery (fourth and hopefully last open heart surgery) I lost it more times than I could think I dont know how I got through it until I realized my fiance instilled a new found faith in my life that no one has ever been able to instill in me. I never prayed a day in my life until the day we almost lost him. I am thankful every single day to be able to call him my fiance and that he is still here to grace us with his presence.

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    Mrs. Scooter 110 posts, Blushing bee @ 7:45 am

    Ladies, from the bottom of my heart THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU for the support, love and hugs you have given me. This hasn’t been an easy process, but you all have been MORE than a support system. I appreciate you more than you know! God bless you!

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    Mrs. Mouse 4293 posts, Honey bee @ 1:52 pm

    I’m so sorry for your loss Miss Scooter. I had a similar experience with my husband, before we were married. My dad was incredibly sick, in ICU for a few days, and there was one night when The Dude and I camped out on the floor of the ICU waiting room to be as near to my dad as possible. I knew after he got me through that terrible time that I could never feel for anyone else what I felt/feel for my him.

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    Mrs. Funnel Cake 1171 posts, Bumble bee @ 4:10 am

    So crying here. Hugs to you Miss Scooter. What an emotional story. I’m so glad Mr. Scooter could be there for you.

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    Jill, Guest @ 2:54 pm

    I knew my fiancée was the one last December. First of all, we literally had just gotten back together. I finally understood that he loved me unconditionally; that was the reason I had pulled away. It had been a fear based decision.

    Out of nowhere I became very ill. I spent the week at his apartment with him watching over me. Finally he decided I was going to the doctor no matter what. We went to the doctor who then sent me to the emergency room because my heart rate was extremely high. We arrived at the hospital and I was immediately taken back due to my heart rate. The doctor there discovered I had a kidney infection and started antibiotics. They were still, however, concerned about my heart rate which had become very high and erratic. My EKG’s had come back abnormal and I was becoming progressive sicker; running a fever and breaking out in sweats. During my last EKG the tech called the nurse in stating I was “not presenting well”. She rushed in with about five other nurses asking me my name, which I did not know. The doctor came in and ordered another CT scan, thinking I had an embolism. At this time I finally broke down. I was so scared. I had never been this sick in my life! During this time, my SO had been holding my hand; never once letting it go.

    He even went with me to my CT scan, waiting outside the door for me. It was during my scan I felt like I was drifting away. Everything went very quite and still. I felt like I was leaving my body and then realized: I was dying. My thoughts then focused on nothing but my SO – standing outside the door, waiting for me. It was then I knew I couldn’t leave – he was waiting. Somehow I managed to grab the CT machine and the nurses rushed in. I was diagnosed with pyelonephritis – a very serious kidney infection. The CT scan came back negative for an embolism. I did have to stay in the hospital for five days. My SO never left my side; sleeping in the room with me that first night. I had told him about my near death experience. It was fresh and hard to talk about – he understood that I had been frightened. He took such wonderful care of me during that time. I knew without a doubt that he was The One.

    Fast forward to New Years Eve. During the countdown my SO and I toasted with our friends when he let me know I had the most expensive glass of champagne in the whole party. I didn’t understand at first. He finally told me to look in my glass. Then I saw it: an engagement ring! Through my happy tears I said yes and through our happy tears we embraced. We have set a date and are having a blast planning our wedding!

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    Bainise2013 395 posts, Helper bee @ 2:37 pm

    This made me cry. My dad won’t be there on my wedding day either. He died 13 years ago. :(
    Hugs to you!

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