Quarter-Life Crisis Rant

Warning: this post is wordy and blabbersome.

Sometimes I think getting married in your mid-20s, during the whole quarter-life-crisis phase, is really just a great way to get yourself halfway down crazy street. Only halfway, though, not the full way. But maybe I am just halfway down the street because I still have a lot of time to go before the wedding is here. Maybe this is the why your 30s seems to be the “it” age range to get married in. Although, I do know more and more people getting married in their early- to mid-20s, which makes me wonder if we are all clinging to relationships to keep us sane. I have a theory about how the Sex and the City carefree generation shattered after 9-11 when we suddenly all realized life is screwed up and short (but that’s a deep tangent for another day).

I am always worrying about something stupid. Planning a wedding is just giving me more things to worry about. Recently it was: what if my DJ crashes his car (but doesn’t get hurt or anything—I’m not morbid when thinking of ridiculous situations that involve others, only when they involve me), and this causes all his DJ equipment to bust up, making him impossibly late to the wedding??? Who thinks like this? I’m not sure. But, really, what do you even do in a situation like that?

Although I am getting married, I swear, I feel like I am a child. A child bride walking down the aisle who is still trying to decide what to be when she grows up. Really, what DO I want to be when I grow up? I like books so I work with books, but what happened to the days when I wanted to be a writer? And then, there’s that whole design thing I am dabbling in at continuing-ed classes, but do I want a job where I am designing 40 hours a week? Maybe, perhaps, oh I don’t know. I just often wonder how it’s possible that I will have a HUSBAND, something that sounded so mature, adult, and beyond my kiddie brain even just five years ago.

I know I am having a quarter-life crisis like pretty much every other 20-something who graduated college not really knowing why they majored in what they majored in, but there is something weird about going through this while I plan my walk down the aisle. I always thought confused-with-life, broke chicks who like to go out on the weekends (but let’s be honest here, I’m just so tired now when it comes to dressing up and going out) were the single ones living on peanut butter and jelly sandwiches in their studio apartments on the Upper East Side. I never associated them with girls like me who are getting married and making recipe binders. (Yeah, I know—who takes the time to make a recipe binder?) I just always believed married people had their sh*t together. They had very good jobs and concrete plans on what they wanted to do with their careers. They had sufficient funds in the bank and the possibility of buying a home. They didn’t worry about getting laid off because they had a sufficient savings cushion. I realize this is completely stupid considering the state of the economy. Also, thanks to shows like Teen Mom, I know it could be worse. (Oh, whoops, sorry. Did I say that out loud write that down?)

Maybe this is just the other way to do it. Finding a person who gets you when you still don’t get yourself. It’s about making it work when you don’t know what you yourself are working toward. After all, it really is the little things in life that you will take with you. Not your job or your career. Money comes and goes, or just goes but never comes. And you won’t remember the spreadsheet you created at 3:00 PM on a Tuesday. I often have to remind myself of these things as I lose my mind and put off doing things like re-formating my guest list.

Do you ever feel like being a Mrs. sounds old and funny?


Mrs. Porcupine

NYC/Lancaster, PA
Wedding Date:
March 2012
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    gymdive22 184 posts, Blushing bee @ 5:55 pm

    Just gotta say, I also have a recipe binder. In fact I may soon have two recipe binder because the current one is busting at the seams! 🙂

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    TinyTina 3312 posts, Sugar bee @ 6:45 pm

    OMG I just want to reach out and give you a huge hug right now.

    I’m turning 26 soon and getting married in 9 months. I’ve been having a quarter life crisis for a year now (are they suppose to last that long?!) I have a crap degree that’s not going to get me anywhere and an even crappier job. Every woman in my department is older than me and single. My friends are all single and dating. And here I am, 25 years old and getting married?? WTF am I thinking??

    Then I remind myself that FI and I have been together for 6 years, we love each other and we’ve started to build an incredible life together. I might not have my shit together (and I probably never will), but at least I found someone who loves me anyways.

    I’m sorry this comment is so long and rambling, but you really, really hit close to home with this post. Thanks for letting me know that I’m not alone. 🙂

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    jennyDtobe 222 posts, Helper bee @ 7:10 pm

    this post makes me feel SO much better. I will be 25 next month and I feel like I’ve been having a crisis since last winter! I dont know how my fiance deals with me! But you are right, its the little things that matter. Hopefully we arent all as crazy as we feel 🙂

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    porcupine 633 posts, Busy bee @ 7:45 pm

    Glad so many of you ladies can resonate with my insanity! 🙂 It looks like we’re all in the same boat. Maybe all those people who have their stuff together are actually the weirdo ones. haha.

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    LibbyLoo 315 posts, Helper bee @ 9:21 pm

    Shhh….here’s a secret: no one has their stuff together. At least not completely. And anyone who tells you otherwise is lying to you. I’m 33 – I certainly have it MORE together than I did when I was 25 but just barely. I think once you accept that you have very little control over this crazy train called life, the ride gets a lot more enjoyable.

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    jnfursttobe 87 posts, Worker bee @ 2:10 am

    YES, YES and YEEEEES!!! So glad you wrote this post! I was beginning to think I was going crazy but I totally agree with everything you said. Case in point: not having to cook after a long day of work/working out because there’s two slices of pizza for waiting for me = little thing being the highlight of my day.

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